"As I grow older I find it hard to say things."

The best place to unwind and talk.
It appears more lucid that...

I long to sit back to back with you on the planks of the jetty to have a tete-a-tete
with you under the stars just like what we did the last time and reminisce.

I miss you,and come home soon!(:

i was on MC today.
i slept for thirteen hours.
it felt like heaven (:

a little step closer to be enlightened.

you are oblivious(because i didnt breathe a single word)
but anyone who has read any entries related to some 'heart-break'
or emotional baggage crisis,they all revolves around you.

but it has stopped and i'm probably 9/10 over you
thats why faith and courage has been working things out for
me miraculously well.thank God (:

"It is not complicated,but it takes courage."


A little more courage.
A little more faith.

The two seems to be doing the job miraculously well.
Turning around for the better :D

Rivermaya
You'll Be Safe Here

Nobody knows
Just why we're here
Could it be fate
Or random circumstance
At the right place
At the right time
Two roads intertwine

And if the universe conspired
To meld our lives
To make us
Fuel and fire
Then know
Where ever you will be
So too shall I be

Chorus:
Close your eyes
Dry your tears
'Coz when nothing seems clear
You'll be safe here

From the sheer weight
Of your doubts and fears
Weary heart
You'll be safe here

Remember how we laughed
Until we cried
At the most stupid things
Like we were so high
But love was all that we were on
We belong

And though the world would
Never understand
This unlikely union
And why it still stands
Someday we will be set free.
Pray and believe

Chorus:
When the light disappears
And when this world's insincere
You'll be safe here

When nobody hears you scream
I'll scream with you
You'll be safe here

Save your eyes
From your tears
When everything's unclear

You'll be safe here
From the sheer weight
Of your doubts and fears

Wounded heart
When the light disappears
And when this world's insincere
You'll be safe here

When nobody hears you scream
I'll scream with you
You'll be safe here

In my arms
Through the long cold night
Sleep tight
You'll be safe here

When no one understands
I'll believe
You'll be safe,
You'll be safe
You'll be safe here
Put your heart in my hands
You'll be safe here

i staggered out even if it was transitory.
but everything is good now.
so if it return?
i'll give a pat on my back and whisper adamantly,'you go girl.'
thats more like it,i reckoned.
(and thank you kym,really)

5 more weeks and
ITS OVERRR!haha!

maybe steamboat on hari raya at jb's house.
gathering AGAIN! (desiree take MC la)
i'm looking forward to it.

i've got no idea why is the junk food t sensation overwhelming me.
but they're steeply priced i.e. 40 bucks on average?






maybe a cola or red bull.maybe a singha or chang
from thailand is nice (and cheap)?
no no no save money

anyway the haze has been pretty bad these days
PSI 160 at 9pm.so take care everyone!

empty.

losing bearings.


THE REMEDY...


safely kept away in my shoebox.an acculmulation of cards and tiny notes of encouragement for the past two(coming to three) years.thank you desiree! i miss nyp life then.now come to think of it,we've gone through some tough stuff eh.like...

'WHO LET THE DOGS OUT!"





3 letters written in between classes!
inkyfingers card;the card that delivers 'i'm going to australia to study'.
the blue one;i'll always remember. its a tear jerker.
postcard;first written greeting from melbourne.

thank you kym!

Type your reactions when/if somebody say these to you:

Why are you always like that?
Like what..You know me,no?

I just realised now that I love you...
Hmmm,but I don't.Sorry..

Leave him/her already. You'll be much happier with me...
Are you old and filthy rich?

Come on, smile. You're cute when you do that...
A forced smile plastered over,"Go away la."

Who do you have a crush on? Me, right?
No shame.Thick skin.

I am so blessed to have someone like you...
Thank you?

Why does Monday come before Tuesday?
Go ask God.

I have two tickets to the Linkin Park Concert. Wanna come with me?
Sure...

You are one of the most special people in my life. Did you know that?
Nope,but thank you.

I think I'm falling for you...
You're shitting me.

I can't smile without you...
So you're gonna be a grump?

Thank you for everything, but you just aren't him/her...
Orh okay,I don't expect anything in return anyway.Bye.

Nothing...
Huh?

What is your mobile number?
Say it out(one number one dollar)

Can I have this dance?
Don't blame me if I step on your toes.

Do you still love him/her till now?
Yes-No

You were everything, everything I wanted...
I think you have a heavy emotional baggage.

When will I get your sweet yes?
Yes is yes,what 'sweet yes'.