one of the few sensible songs
thats so real and down-to-earth
compared to those love songs
like you yearning for me,i yearning
for you kind.you know that sort.

if you wanna find your soulmate
lets hope that he/she is someone
who will...(look at what follows)

adam sandler's i wanna grow old with you

I wanna make you smile,
whenever you're sad.
Carry you around when your arthritis is bad.
Oh, all i wanna do, is grow old with you.
I'll get your medicine when your tummy aches,
Build you a fire if the furnace breaks.
Oh, it could be so nice, growin' old with you.

I'll miss you, kiss you,
Give you my coat when you are cold,
need you, feed you.
I'll even let you hold the remote control.

So let me do the dishes in our kitchen sink,
put you to bed when you've had too much to drink.
Oh I could be the man who grows old with you.
I wanna grow old with you...

and so,other activities includes:
.pillow fight
.singing kbox
.making silly faces
.playing 'chopsticks'
.soccer yes?
(shouting 'referee kayu')
.blahblah

*to be continued

Poetry of politics and lost entities
Government is loneliness on this we agree
High are the angels and low I decree
Love only burns when fueled by belief

Home, welcome home
Take a little walk, take a little walk right through our
Home, this is home
Take a little walk, take a little walk right through our... home

Climb up the mountains then slide to the seas
Beauty adores us on this we agree
God is a witness and God is a tease
Pick up your faith, yeah, everybody come with me

sigh.. ever since TEP i realised that
somehow i have been deprived of
fortitude and firmness of purpose;
purpose of life. school.relationships
(sounds sucidal but nah )

and the best part, i dont know why
it just hits me

even the slightest thing that comes
to me,i will get edgy.being cooped
up in the small cell of the call center
is so shitty.

like some pregnant woman having
post natal depression...

feels as if whatever that happens in
machine stops is coming alive
(cos my vell is hexagonal?)
but its sedantary.no purpose.

but i pray that i will adapt to it
asap(WIP).its lucky that there's val
otherwise things here would be
insipid.

and im glad that whenever i read
your blog.i find purpose,meaning in
something that i cant define,kym.
im so glad :))

hope i'll be better!

TEP officially starts today,starting
was kind of bored.taking the same
old monotonous and all but everything
was so much better after the roleplay
aint that bad at all.time flies over here.

after school was so high la.met almost
half of the class there;waited for us.
haha!how sweet of them.i miss all of
them.gave san jie a big bear hug.
didnt see mrs balakrishnan today
sigh.miss 0406

i miss those working days in police
cantonment complex.the security
guards.the napping.the prints.
kelvin.francis.last but not least!
christine's ah lao and her 'yogurt'

had dinner with penny tonight
haha!had a ball of a time laughing
aiya that girl never fail to make me
laugh with her super expressive face

lols.went to her place and sat a while.
you take super good care of your health
yeah.ho ho!mark chay saw your profile?
MICHEAL OWEN SAW MINE
okie la,believe you :p

desiree..my materialistic daughter
*hiaks.. i want to see your ah gua
act again!!!SO ENTERTAINING
i wanna laugh till my insides burst

kym ah!!where are you?dont play
hide and seek with me.come out
of melbourne to spore and play
with me.

lols.ask your friends to come too.
ty.yvonne.mario.lucky.eugene.
yuichi.daisuke.hendri.clement.
the more the merrier.yes,
and bjorn too.

man,i miss you la sayang.
wish you well in your assignements
and exams.must have enough
sleep.dont always burn midnight
oil.take care!

just back from bangkok yesterday
went for TEP briefing today for CRM.
things seems pretty different.in fact
very different.man,im getting the jitters.
everyday 0830-1800.

got acquainted with people from other
classes.they are nice people.then met
up with kaishi irene and ah di sao for
lunch.irene will be at tanjong pagar
most of the time.sometimes at lvl 4.

hope TEP would be fun.
ha ha ha!

what a queer thing.

when i reached home today
i realised i miss bangkok
and the hotel and those many
nice dreams i had there!

what a funny thing.

just 6 days and 5 nights but
somehow a small part of my
heart and mind is tethered
to bangkok.

or maybe its jet-lag?

woke up early in the morning
took the BTS to sathorn where
there is a river cruise that takes
us to chao praya river.cost about
100 bahts(SGD4)

went to this renowned temple
called wat poh.its reputable for
the humongous reclining buddha.
what a sight.had the traditional
massage in the massge school over
there.damn shiok!

met this australian couple,
alan and julie from queensland
they are nice modest and humble
though they looked well to do.

very inquisitive folks who are
are drawn to the sights history
and cultures of bangkok and
singapore.

they asked about the seperation
of singapore and malaysia etc.
lols.now i know why lee kuan yew
and singapore is so popular.

though singapore is small but
she's powerful like a chilli padi
im so proud to be a singaporean!
lols.

later in the night went to MBK
for dinner.ordered something
that i shouldnt,fried noodles
with bamboo shoots.the smell
kind of put me off cos it was
overpowering.

shopped for a while and
managed to get a white capri
had this can of thai milk coffee
yummy and refreshing.

next headed for patpong.
the night market have limited
variety and all those clubs are
the same la.girls dressed in skimpy
outfits dancing.nothing much la.

spent almost the whole morning in
chatuchak.walked quite a bit.thought
my legs were going to give way.
seriously you can cover the clothes
section only if you go there twice.

many good buys there. better still if
you bargain.could get almost everythin'
you want there.towards the end was
too tired to look around.didnt bother
to browse.just have a glimpse here and
there.

saw quite a few of fine-featured thai
chinese blokes.then kana sai they
dress like girls.wasted la.hmmm,
apparently they do not like girls
becos' that means they will be
facing competition.lols.

went to erawan shrine to pray in the
morning;the famous four-faced-buddha
later went chitlom central departmental
store.the prices over there are on a par
with spore.

had swensens at siam discovery centre
its so much cheaper than spore about
half the price or so.

*shakes head
saw two teenage boys at a corner...
some hanky panky going on la.

dropped by siam square.its super
crowded with those teenagers.
didnt manage to shop becos it was
jam packed.its like bugis street
but a few stories high(and like a maze)

dropped at on nut station and went to
tesco lotus.its something like carrefour
and the clothes there are nice good
quality and cheap.bought quite a few
stuff over there.

had dinner at the food court.went to
a night market.got this long sleeve top
from this store tended by a transvestite
(ah gua).he was SO happy that we
bought something from him.

well i dunno really know how to
put it down in words...but he/she
behaves a bit coquettishly.

his face caked with make up was
beaming. a twinkle in his eyes.
the notes in the grip of his finely
manicured and polished nails.
ohhhh..so niang.lols.but he's nice la.

arrived in bangkok in the late morning
traffic jams over there are horrid esp.
during weekdays.then headed for the
guesthouse which we booked.the locality
isnt exceptional so we left our stuff there
and it was time for...

HOTEL HUNTING!

took the BTS skytrain which make things
so much more convenient.and its CHEAP.
100 bahts tourist pass for the whole day;
unlimited rides.went to have a look at MBK
lots of shops but i prefer those markets.

we were fortunate to meet kind souls who
helped us on our way.esp the taxi driver
he spent 3 hours driving us to and fro

it was through him we got to stay in
this hotel,royal parkview.though a little
old it looks grand.

the room is pretty comfortable and the
bed is soooo comfortable.lols.the funny
thing is that i never fail to have sweet
dreams during my 5 nights' stay there!