我知道我接下来想说的话听起来很疯，但我也管不着了。

今天一看到你出现，我整个人真的傻掉了。
哈哈，看到你就很想抱紧你。
真可惜只能傻傻的望着你。
翔，我要再见你！我喜欢你。
满脑都是你！

另一个他，我再也不管了！

kbox-ing again yesterday morning and monopoly session with penny and company!haha..i owe pens 14 thousand dollars.bleahs..anyway she looked like a deer in the headlight in one of the photos.so lost.all thanks to bro,hard gay is sickening-ly, perverted-ly and annoying-ly funny.

not so good feelings are easy to dissemble but not the happy ones! now that exams are over, i'm savoring every minute i have with mummter and those that i'm (went) going out with (er jie,bala,bee ling). thank you all,i enjoyed myself yesterday and today.not to be missed is the entertainment derived from the exchange of banter over xiang xiang aka xiao mei with mummter's friend.i'm so happyyy(:

by the way do you see bottles of nail polish on the table in the third photo?well manucurist cum karaoke enthusiast tan ying ying attacked bala's nails, her nails and my thumb,decorating them (with fake diamonds) with great gusto.if only those were real diamonds.heheh.



also had a belated day celebration with ziling and wanni at pizza hut.been years since we meet together.too bad fan couldnt make it :/ but there's always next time. i hope i can go out jalan jalan with daddy tmr(otherwise when i start ipp,there isnt much time to talk nonsense and ka jiao him) despite my penchant for a game of monopoly with pen and co(its uniquely singapore version okay).

the only think for me to look forward to monday is 7 pm at bugis.i cant wait. because it means another opportunity to see mummter,bala and whoever who's interested in going!anyone?anyone?haha!

i wanna go up and say,"我喜欢你，我爱你。。。嫁给我吧！"to xiao mei.
but better not pin too much hope on seeing him,have a 'neutral anticipation'.
因为我不喜欢一场欢喜一场空的感觉。

the impending apprehension of ipp is undoubtedly unnerving but like my kym say,i can sail through it.and i have to believe that too.otherwise how am i going to go through the 11 weeks.i'll call desiree up everyday to 诉苦.

p.s. kymmie i saw mardiana!she's doing fine(:

其实把心里的事憋在心里一点都不好受

我也不晓得为什么会这么难把心里话说出来

总之胸口很沉闷就对了，一点都不好受。

现在想起来，我觉得自己超瞎，为什么偏偏会喜欢他。

气死人了！！！


往好的方面看，小美要来了。

但不知道有机会看到他吗。

thank you mummter for listening and encouraging!im gonna miss you during ipp.bleahs!i know it sucks.and friday too!if you dont 'pry',i wouldnt say too.dont you realise that as time goes by by(unlike in year 1 & 2) .we'll just talk about that sort of stuff without prying.(at least it applys to me).too prideful,hard and reluctant to just say (:

and of course kym!how can i ever forget you.i text you and you immdeiately 'send your rescue'.thank you for your encouragement and belief!i have to sail through this,i know.this is the last thing that i want it to happen.but who knows :/

我已经很坚持要放手，可是为何要这么迟疑呢？

为什么还是这么固执呢，我自己也不晓得。