July 29, 2006

heaps of projects to be completed!
and the end of the week is coming
i have got no idea what i have been doing.

did something silly today.
called desiree and we started conversing.
no, i mean shouting and giggling over the
phone like some old senile women.

outta!

July 15, 2006

I wonder at eighteen what is expected of us.Yes,mature.Think like an adult.Fast-paced.Be considerate.Think for yourself (what's the trade off?) .

Yet eighteen can be dangerous.Ambitious.Intrepid.Do more than you can,maybe.The desire gnawing at you,to outgrow spawned by e-i-g-h-t-e-e-n.Poring over far-fetched issues albeit that you are still yards away.Future maybe.Thus,losing your foothold.

Does eighteen means you shed the boisterous teen image and erect a composed,understanding,intelluctual image like some young Victorian woman.So ya ya.

And does eighteen and the consecutive years means living up to expectations.Your own and others.Hoarding the inner you?Challenging you to keep up and salvage what you may be at risk of losing?

To change,yes.Yet the conflicting thing is,if you want to sustain the 'impression' of your lovely dearest, so how do you change?

One day an answer will be unravelled.

July 14, 2006

Dinner was great last night,such a spread.Joined by Kym's cousin and her kids.Thanks for the dinner,Kym.Even though Bjorn was all chattery and inquisitive through out I didn't mind at all.It had been quite a long time since I have seen him.

Well, he has grown lankier and he is wearing his glasses now.But still as handsome as before la.Lols.Still remembered vividly that he asked me in a very polite yet determined manner,"Natalie,you know how to play gameboy?I teach you to use the gears?Can you ask my mummy?"Ahh...

Elva has grown taller and slimmer I reckon.Still as considerate, helpful and polite as ever.A good host.And Kym ah,I got to witness Bjorn rooted to the floor when that particular TV commercial played.

Amina dearest, still the same,always the "contained yet endearing" daughter,sister and friend.Still pretty stoical at times.Not so endearing towards children("Never mind,you don't love me...").Getting hyped up when a gory scene of Alien and Predator appears.Lols.

Wish you good luck with er hem(he shall not be named).
Let's meet up before you fly back (: