how can i not sense it
read his signals
the questions he asked me
now everything makes sense

how could he not tell us
now he's making me worry
like hell.

and now i regret for ticking him
off for asking me questions.
making me irritable.im sorry.

humans are just like that they
wont know how to treasure
until something trigger the
oh-my-god-i-regret button
and im no exception.

im damn fucking worried while
mum is making a mountain out
of a mole hole.whatever...

shits la another four more
treatments.all in all ive got eight
treatments for the wart
time consuming :/

had a weird dream last night
dreamt that i bought a black terrier
for three hundred bucks and my mum
killed it because she found it irritating
my god.some kind of dream it is.lols.

God bless!

carrie underwood-inside your heaven

I've been down, but now I'm blessed,
I felt a revelation comin around,
I guess it's right, it's so amazing,
Everytime I see you, I'm alive,
You're all I got, you lift me up,
The sun and the moonlight,
All my dreams are in your eyes,

(Chorus)
I wanna be inside your heaven,
Take me to the place you cry from,
Where the storm blows your way,
I wanna be the Earth that holds you,
Every bit of air you breathin in, of soothin wind
I wanna be inside your heaven.

When we touch
When we love
The stars line up
The wrong becomes undone
Naturally my soul surrenders
The sun and moonlight
All my dreams are in your eyes

(Chorus)
When minutes turn to days and years,
If mountains fall I'll still be here,
Holding you the day I die,
I wanna be inside your heaven,
Take me to the place you cry from,
Where the storm blows your way,

(Chorus)
Oh yes I do,
When I want to be inside your heaven
Oh yes

was hogging onto the phone for two
hours talking to kym. haha it was nice
la.have been a long time since we chatted
hmmm...gotta hit the books in no time :/

God bless!

got a good news.im so happy for er jie
kaishi.lols.gong xi gong xi.mummter
and i need to go gay pub soon man :/

going to mug soon what can i say
mumblegrumblemumblegrumble
chee

*punches fist into the air
hooray the projects are OVER
man oh man happy or sad?
its mugging time but never mind
ha ha ha

desiree,im MISUNDERSTOOD!
it wasnt me, REALLY
haha theres SHIT under your sole
bawahahaha there you go stepping
around with your dirty foot

MR EUGENE PANG SAID BA CHO MEE
omg is that you lao ba?

kym kym kym
so how so how so how
you told you told you told
sorry cant help it
im high now now that my projects are done
I LOVE YOU! (and bjorn)

My life is brilliant.
My love is pure.
I saw an angel.
Of that I'm sure.
She smiled at me on the subway.
She was with another man.
But I won't lose no sleep on that,
'Cause I've got a plan.

You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw your face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
Cos Ill never be with you.

Yeah, she caught my eye,
As we walked on by.
She could see from my face that I was,
fucking high,
And I don't think that I'll see her again,
But we shared a moment that will last till the end.

You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
I saw your face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
your beautiful, your beautiful
but i cant escape the truth
I will never be with you.

(La-la-la-la, La-la-la-la, La-la-la-la, Laaah)

You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
There must be an angel with a smile on her face,
When she thought up that I should be with you.
But it's time to face the truth,
I will never be with you.

K.A.S.K

man i miss you but im not suffering
from jet lag but i do miss you
the things we do together
the things we share

too bad you cant see my blog for
now since your internet is down
(you're not that technical afterall)
read my old mails and came across
this:

huang JIE..though u may be older
than me but if there is anything, bad
or gd, tell me ok. then ur huang mei
will call her tai-jian to hantam those
huai dan (if it is bad) or prances
about with a flower in his hair
(if it is gd) ha ha ha...

anyways thanks for the offer;the
long distance call but i thought
things are going fine for now
but thanks la mother cow
i like the tai-jian part.lols.

drenched in the rain again
bitter and sour
the drops strained the body
frustrated and exhausted
the little body in a tempest

the wind woke the senses
the real the hurt unveiled
its time to let go
oppressive and jaded
the little body in a tempest

a hand extended and warmth
washed over the little body
oh child please dont cry
grateful and comforted
the sheltered body in a tempest

frustration washed away
exhaustion flushed away
no more moods
but smile and laughters
no more burdens
but gifts and surprises

this path will do great
when God closes a door
he opens a new window
so full of love and happiness

im glad that i have let it slipped away
because you yourself allowed it to
now theres closure im happy

somehow the uncertainty is blinded
somehow the ambiguity is drowned
somehow the enigma is deafened

::nothing but kula::

what can i say but plenty thanks to
you,mico.haha!it made my day.
haven heard from you and her for
a long long time.take care!









God bless!

grey skies it is
stretched over the horizon by day
so blinded and clouded it is
pour it may

grey skies it is
stretched over the horizon by day
so blinded and clouded it is
thunderous it may sound

blind the uncertainty
drown the ambiguity
deafen the enigma

someday God would clear it all

just back from the airport.havent been
there for a long long time.surprisingly
theres pretty much people there.haha!
went there to send kym(amina) off.

while im typing now bet you should
be in the plane or boarding it.hope this
time if you happen to approach a german
bloke lets hope he aint snobbish huh.

shook clements parents' hands though
i dunno them but they seem pretty nice.

feel so pai seh.after sending you off i told
your mum i'll make a move(take bus)
then she said aiyo dun be silly la we are
going back together what.lols.

your folks.elva.BJORN. are nice and
warm.thanks for the ride.and do take

care huh.study hard too.hope everything

goes well for you.will fen be there.hmm..

God bless!

im sorry if i made you a fool for crying
in the bus.pai seh ah if people think you
are some emotional crackpot.but ian
wright still look spastic in those photos.
thats hmm... probably a fact :/

kym i miss you kym i miss you.
kym i love you kym i love you.

"i miss you like crazy,every min
everyday."

"if you leave me.you will take away
the biggest part of me."

im the greatest fan of your life.
all dedicated to you.'rou ma' enough.
obviously im a lil cranky but heck
its for kymberly alexander sloana
killiney ng. haha.im the lil irritant.
never fail to annoy you

fen and him make good brothers.
(i dont see any link but,yeah,period)
not a nervously LOLS!

take care "oh-but-of-cos" kymmie

man that bloke is a fugging moron.
heartless creature.and i mean it.
CREATURE.

im wasting my time away.having retail
now.its BORING.am i going to flunk my
retail.hmm..*wonders. hope not.

mummter is so mad over energy.so so
mad.she keeps filling christine in with
energys news.crazy woman.but i still
love her cos' shes my mummter.

sorry to say.but exams are around the
corner.like 3 weeks.gotta start mugging.
man oh man.

haha!bought famous amos from sams
friend.got a leadership thingy on wed
hope its fun.looking forward to it.

sigh.my dearest 'maid' is leaving for
australia :( cant bitch to her about
our lives.haha.i will miss her like
crazy.shes wonderfully drawn
and perfectly made to me.always.

Another summer day
Is come and gone away
In Paris and Rome
But I wanna go home
Mmmmmmmm

Maybe surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel all alone
I just wanna go home
Oh I miss you, you know

And I've been keeping all the letters that I wrote to you
Each one a line or two
"I'm fine baby, how are you?"
Well I would send them but I know that it's just not enough
My words were cold and flat
And you deserve more than that

Another aeroplane
Another sunny place
I'm lucky I know
But I wanna go home
Mmmm, I've got to go home

Let me go home
I'm just too far from where you are
I wanna come home

And I feel just like I'm living someone else's life
It's like I just stepped outside
When everything was going right
And I know just why you could not
Come along with me
But this was not your dream
But you always believe in me

Another winter day has come
And gone away
And even Paris and Rome
And I wanna go home
Let me go home

And I'm surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel alone
Oh, let go home
Oh, I miss you, you know

Let me go home
I've had my run
Baby, I'm done
I gotta go home
Let me go home
It will all right
I'll be home tonight
I'm coming back home

i'll be
i'll be
i'll be
i'll be
i'll be
i'll be
i'll be
i'll be
i'll be
i'll be
i'll be
i'll be
i'll be
i'll be
i'll be
i'll be
i'll be
i'll be the greatest fan of your life

God bless!