jason michael wade.lifehouse's frontman.
a stupendous vocalist, guitarist and songwriter.
that accounts for my compulsive obsession for lifehouse.
without a doubt.



- utter intoxication

mummter i pray that everything will be fine for you.
many things have been happening it seems eh.
realllly hope to catch up soon.take care babe!

man, simply cant wait for my block leave to arrive!
heard and learnt quite a far bit today and im starting
to get some bearings somehow.shall stop those
hopeless 'ponder-ings'. haven been catching up
with some of my friends.gotta take action soon! (:

3 important dates for the month of april.
9th april.22nd april.28th april.you know who you are.
i cant wait to celebrate that special day with you.

- confounded no more.

been addicted to lifehouse man.they are sooo damn good.
love their songs to the core. might consider getting their
latest album,lifehouse. here are the boys (:



many things been happening lately.good bad.a blend of
everything.but i do hope everything will go back to
normal and that all of us will be as close.crazy.cranky
as before.that explains my anticipation for classical.
theres so much that i miss.

kym i miss you :/and the way you always phrase my
thoughts so flawlessly.facing problems are not the
toughest,but more often than not,its the implications that
we fear to face.

- clear the mist of the delusional mind.

lifehouse;blind

I was young but I wasn't naive
I watched helpless
As you turn around to leave
And still I have the pain I have to carry
A past so deep
That even you could not bury if you tried

After all this time
I never thought we'd be here
Never thought we'd be here
When my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it

Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more
Then you will ever know
And part of me died
When I let you go

I would fall asleep
Only in hopes of dreaming
That everything
Would be like it was before But nights like this
It seems are slowly fleeting
They disappear as reality is crashing to the floor

After all this time
I never thought we'd be here
Never thought we'd be here
When my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it

That I loved you more
Then you will ever know
And part of me died
When I let you go

After all this why
Would you ever want to leave
Maybe you could not believe it

That my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it

That I loved you more
Then you will ever know
And part of me died
When I let you go

That I loved you more
Then you will ever know
And part of me died
When I let you go

love the musical ensemble.and of cos,lifehouse!my fav alternative rock band (: from take me away to breathe to you and me.ha,reminds me so much of ... nah its been long. time to focus on the present!

- erracticism to cease.

love.lust.infatuation.
how do you differentiate them?
its tough.

been a week and quite a bit of stuff happen.
well i believe everything will work out soon.
but on a lighter note have been more clear
headed after chatting with kym on sun (:
at least i have gotten over.

got a C for dmsm
yikes :/

God, grant me the
Serenity to accept the things I cannot change
Courage to change the things I can,
And Wisdom to know the difference.

reminiscing reunion with mummter on the phone.
it was great and reminded me of those good old
times.haha..

rolling naked to changi airport to receive yuan bing.
exchanging slippers for blueyellow adidas.
a breakup just one month after me.
the same mindset of relationship.
making our fantasies "come true" by acting.
almost always facing a timely obstacle together.
comittment-problem counterparts.
who could think of that but us!
our inside secrets!

how i wish i could be there :/
take care of yourself in taiwan and enjoy.
mingle around.
take care of bala.
love you mummts!

this is debilitating.
i dont need a heavy heart.
all i need is a clear mind and to think straight.
yes.real straight.

aye, i'm waivered by those tales and judgements set on you
and i'm greatly disappointed in you.this isn't the first time
that i feel this way.but i guess i'm right.frivolous.flirt.frolic.
fits your bill.if you ever come to realise that i'm referring to you,
sorry if it came as a thrust.i hardly know you anymore.

busy`

jane austen's pride and prejudice :))

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY, PEIFEN!

pictures taken during the handover party.

HAPPY 18 TH BIRTHDAY,TAN YIFANG ADDER!!
HOPE YOU ENJOYED YESTERDAY'S NIGHT OUT
HAD A FUN TIME WITH YOU :))

try to let go,adder
hope you get what i mean.

the previous template was problematic
so this was what i got.


dad and mum are back from chiang mai!
they were back around 1 am.
got stirred up.
ended up having nasi lemak.
shiok man!

AND...

kym is back too!!
touched down in the morning ytd :)
gonna be a looong holiday.

made a last min change to my stopover
first choice dmsm.
sec choice eldc.
didnt wanna slack for the whole tep
so rather pick up sth new.

photos from 11th nov BBQ

back from boat quay not too long ago.
went to penny black after dinner at
thai express.thanks for the dinner
and cake my pang sisters.despite
the efforts of 'hiding'...

e.g mummts going to meet her mother.

mummts legs are tired so going to
thaiexpress to have a sit.

so tell me why are there still serving
plates even after our dishes are cleared?
we didnt order dessert leh

you girls are one of the best i've ever
had :)) i really enjoyed myself.

today is my happiest day in TEP.
shafinah DIY-ed a mug for me.
really pretty.

mummter surprised me with a bouquet
of flowers and adorable hand written
cards and ive got a lil of 'uncalled' for
stares.but gotta admit it was ok.
and adder got a jay chou CD in her newly
dyed hair.

yes,and amelia wished
'happy belated birthday' for 10 times.
thanks girl!haha!

now that i come to think of it
i fully understand the true essence of
this phrase that kym said...
'forgetting what you already have just
because you don't have something else'

theres so much more stuff for me to
appreciate and be gratified about
rather than other trivial matters
of the heart.

God bless!

thanks for the cards and flowers mummter
it really shocked me
super sweet of you
shall sleep with the flowers tonight
and thanks for taking the trouble to
get up and send me your wishes.

adder,thank you for your jay chou cd
i will listen till my ears emit smoke
or i will memorise the songs and
sing for you.

shafinah,believe me i really like
your DIY mug
its so special and pretty
i placed on my workdesk.

was off to sentosa today!
it was enjoyable because...

fanny wanni and ziling were there

we caught a monkey show
we went kayaking (its SO fun)

and...

we saw chen han wei and his
gay friends :))

and the last thing that made
my day complete and stupefied
was a special powerpoint slides
from kym!

thanks for taking the time to
do up so many slides.considering
that you have got your exams
and essays to do.

tsk tsk
mr no. 8 in the newman
football team
...
...
not bad leh.

'ogling aussie boys in yellow tights'
lols