one of the few sensible songs
thats so real and down-to-earth
compared to those love songs
like you yearning for me,i yearning
for you kind.you know that sort.

if you wanna find your soulmate
lets hope that he/she is someone
who will...(look at what follows)

adam sandler's i wanna grow old with you

I wanna make you smile,
whenever you're sad.
Carry you around when your arthritis is bad.
Oh, all i wanna do, is grow old with you.
I'll get your medicine when your tummy aches,
Build you a fire if the furnace breaks.
Oh, it could be so nice, growin' old with you.

I'll miss you, kiss you,
Give you my coat when you are cold,
need you, feed you.
I'll even let you hold the remote control.

So let me do the dishes in our kitchen sink,
put you to bed when you've had too much to drink.
Oh I could be the man who grows old with you.
I wanna grow old with you...

and so,other activities includes:
.pillow fight
.singing kbox
.making silly faces
.playing 'chopsticks'
.soccer yes?
(shouting 'referee kayu')
.blahblah

*to be continued

Poetry of politics and lost entities
Government is loneliness on this we agree
High are the angels and low I decree
Love only burns when fueled by belief

Home, welcome home
Take a little walk, take a little walk right through our
Home, this is home
Take a little walk, take a little walk right through our... home

Climb up the mountains then slide to the seas
Beauty adores us on this we agree
God is a witness and God is a tease
Pick up your faith, yeah, everybody come with me

sigh.. ever since TEP i realised that
somehow i have been deprived of
fortitude and firmness of purpose;
purpose of life. school.relationships
(sounds sucidal but nah )

and the best part, i dont know why
it just hits me

even the slightest thing that comes
to me,i will get edgy.being cooped
up in the small cell of the call center
is so shitty.

like some pregnant woman having
post natal depression...

feels as if whatever that happens in
machine stops is coming alive
(cos my vell is hexagonal?)
but its sedantary.no purpose.

but i pray that i will adapt to it
asap(WIP).its lucky that there's val
otherwise things here would be
insipid.

and im glad that whenever i read
your blog.i find purpose,meaning in
something that i cant define,kym.
im so glad :))

hope i'll be better!

TEP officially starts today,starting
was kind of bored.taking the same
old monotonous and all but everything
was so much better after the roleplay
aint that bad at all.time flies over here.

after school was so high la.met almost
half of the class there;waited for us.
haha!how sweet of them.i miss all of
them.gave san jie a big bear hug.
didnt see mrs balakrishnan today
sigh.miss 0406

i miss those working days in police
cantonment complex.the security
guards.the napping.the prints.
kelvin.francis.last but not least!
christine's ah lao and her 'yogurt'

had dinner with penny tonight
haha!had a ball of a time laughing
aiya that girl never fail to make me
laugh with her super expressive face

lols.went to her place and sat a while.
you take super good care of your health
yeah.ho ho!mark chay saw your profile?
MICHEAL OWEN SAW MINE
okie la,believe you :p

desiree..my materialistic daughter
*hiaks.. i want to see your ah gua
act again!!!SO ENTERTAINING
i wanna laugh till my insides burst

kym ah!!where are you?dont play
hide and seek with me.come out
of melbourne to spore and play
with me.

lols.ask your friends to come too.
ty.yvonne.mario.lucky.eugene.
yuichi.daisuke.hendri.clement.
the more the merrier.yes,
and bjorn too.

man,i miss you la sayang.
wish you well in your assignements
and exams.must have enough
sleep.dont always burn midnight
oil.take care!

just back from bangkok yesterday
went for TEP briefing today for CRM.
things seems pretty different.in fact
very different.man,im getting the jitters.
everyday 0830-1800.

got acquainted with people from other
classes.they are nice people.then met
up with kaishi irene and ah di sao for
lunch.irene will be at tanjong pagar
most of the time.sometimes at lvl 4.

hope TEP would be fun.
ha ha ha!

what a queer thing.

when i reached home today
i realised i miss bangkok
and the hotel and those many
nice dreams i had there!

what a funny thing.

just 6 days and 5 nights but
somehow a small part of my
heart and mind is tethered
to bangkok.

or maybe its jet-lag?

woke up early in the morning
took the BTS to sathorn where
there is a river cruise that takes
us to chao praya river.cost about
100 bahts(SGD4)

went to this renowned temple
called wat poh.its reputable for
the humongous reclining buddha.
what a sight.had the traditional
massage in the massge school over
there.damn shiok!

met this australian couple,
alan and julie from queensland
they are nice modest and humble
though they looked well to do.

very inquisitive folks who are
are drawn to the sights history
and cultures of bangkok and
singapore.

they asked about the seperation
of singapore and malaysia etc.
lols.now i know why lee kuan yew
and singapore is so popular.

though singapore is small but
she's powerful like a chilli padi
im so proud to be a singaporean!
lols.

later in the night went to MBK
for dinner.ordered something
that i shouldnt,fried noodles
with bamboo shoots.the smell
kind of put me off cos it was
overpowering.

shopped for a while and
managed to get a white capri
had this can of thai milk coffee
yummy and refreshing.

next headed for patpong.
the night market have limited
variety and all those clubs are
the same la.girls dressed in skimpy
outfits dancing.nothing much la.

spent almost the whole morning in
chatuchak.walked quite a bit.thought
my legs were going to give way.
seriously you can cover the clothes
section only if you go there twice.

many good buys there. better still if
you bargain.could get almost everythin'
you want there.towards the end was
too tired to look around.didnt bother
to browse.just have a glimpse here and
there.

saw quite a few of fine-featured thai
chinese blokes.then kana sai they
dress like girls.wasted la.hmmm,
apparently they do not like girls
becos' that means they will be
facing competition.lols.

went to erawan shrine to pray in the
morning;the famous four-faced-buddha
later went chitlom central departmental
store.the prices over there are on a par
with spore.

had swensens at siam discovery centre
its so much cheaper than spore about
half the price or so.

*shakes head
saw two teenage boys at a corner...
some hanky panky going on la.

dropped by siam square.its super
crowded with those teenagers.
didnt manage to shop becos it was
jam packed.its like bugis street
but a few stories high(and like a maze)

dropped at on nut station and went to
tesco lotus.its something like carrefour
and the clothes there are nice good
quality and cheap.bought quite a few
stuff over there.

had dinner at the food court.went to
a night market.got this long sleeve top
from this store tended by a transvestite
(ah gua).he was SO happy that we
bought something from him.

well i dunno really know how to
put it down in words...but he/she
behaves a bit coquettishly.

his face caked with make up was
beaming. a twinkle in his eyes.
the notes in the grip of his finely
manicured and polished nails.
ohhhh..so niang.lols.but he's nice la.

arrived in bangkok in the late morning
traffic jams over there are horrid esp.
during weekdays.then headed for the
guesthouse which we booked.the locality
isnt exceptional so we left our stuff there
and it was time for...

HOTEL HUNTING!

took the BTS skytrain which make things
so much more convenient.and its CHEAP.
100 bahts tourist pass for the whole day;
unlimited rides.went to have a look at MBK
lots of shops but i prefer those markets.

we were fortunate to meet kind souls who
helped us on our way.esp the taxi driver
he spent 3 hours driving us to and fro

it was through him we got to stay in
this hotel,royal parkview.though a little
old it looks grand.

the room is pretty comfortable and the
bed is soooo comfortable.lols.the funny
thing is that i never fail to have sweet
dreams during my 5 nights' stay there!

now i know why people just love
fridays.TGIF!marks the end of
a week of work. feels so good!

had dinner with penny today at
thai express after that went to
watch a band performance by
this local band,modern lipsticks

the drummer is soooooo damn
good.the bassists too.but the
singer was way too bashful la.
the amplifications...WOW

there's this song i heard from
the perfect ten on the ride back
home.its play by james/david
banner(cant rmb la).just sent
me to fits of laughter.cos' its bad.

work have been enjoyable so far
seven more working days to go
then its time for bangkok.good!

mummter is sick.got the bug :/
hope she recovers soon!

i believe in you even if there are
doubts that fills your mind
68 more days to go...

God Bless!

how should i say it?
hmm..impressive i guess.

thats when i heard that a
thirteen year old went up
to switchfoot after their
concert and said,"you saved me"

apparently this bloke was
near suicidal but after listening
dare you to move he refrained

WOW!

God bless!

latest news update on the
grisly find of the horror
the happened at orchard
mrt yesterday.

the victim was a twenty-six
filipina maid and the suspect
was also a filipina maid aged
twenty-nine.

man this is scary.three of
the similar body-dissected
murder case happened
all in one year!

Nickelback:Photograph

its awesome(to me at least)

Look at this photograph
Every time I do it makes me laugh
How did our eyes get so red,
And what the hell is on Joey's head?

This is where I grew up
I think the present owner fixed it up
I never knew he ever went without
The second floor's hard for sneaking out

This is where I went to school
Most of the time I had better things to do
Criminal record says I broke in twice
I must have done it half a dozen times

I wonder if it's too late
Should I come back and try to graduate
Life's better now than it was back then
If I was them I wouldn't let me in

Oh oh oh, oh God I...
Every memory of looking out the back door
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye
Every memory of walking out the front door
I found a photo of the friend that I was looking for
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye

Remember the old arcade?
Blew every dollar that we ever made,
The cops hated us hangin out,
They said somebody went and burned it down.

We used to listen to the radio
And sing along with every song we'd know
We said someday we'd find out how it feels
To sing to more than just the steering wheel

Kim's the first girl I kissed
I was so nervous that I nearly missed
She's had a couple of kids since then
I haven't seen her since God knows when

Oh oh oh, oh God I...
Every memory of looking out the back door
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye
Every memory of walking out the front door
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye

I miss that town
I miss the faces
You can't erase
You can't replace it

I miss it now
I can't believe it
So hard to stay
too hard to leave it

If I could relive those days
I know the one thing that would never change

Every memory of looking out the back door
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye
Every memory of walking out the front door
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye

Look at this photograph
Every time I do it makes me laugh
Every time I do it makes me

pooh to piglet:
thank you for the lovely
kinder surprise and thanks
for making my day with the
change of phone language
and wallpaper!!!

i was browsing through the photos
when it suddenly struck me why i
took so long to view them seems
like i cant coordinate too well.

then i realised that i was processing
this in my head "right palm,left palm"
even brought my palm to my face

help!

wonder what that fag is doing
in his 'house' you know.eating
caviar.posing on his lawn for
reporters?

really pray for those people in
america, new orleans.
the situation over there is
bad.devastating i would say.

two dozen premature babies,
children and teenagers stricken
with cancer have to be flown
out of new orleans cos there is
no electricity in the hospital.

its saddening.parents dont
even have a clue where their
kids are.

God bless the people!

it seems like i only get to blog on
fridays and weekends.

yeah superstar.weilian won!! :)
but both are winners.in fact the
last four who got through are!

as always work is fantastic
considering that we read
magazines.music turned on.
vcds screening.what say you?
wont be surprised if we get fired

talked a lot of crap.really crap!
most of it come from desiree.
some from christine.shes not
that quiet afterall.lols.so much
good time spent.

mummter gave me an awful
nick.its called 'ha bi ren' dont
like it but never mind.its part
of the joke :)

i love THAT face of hers [>__< ]
never fail to put me into a
fit of laughter.

work wouldnt be fun without
you auntie mabel and christine
love ya!

oh yes the security guards are
so sweet and nice.never fail to
greet us 'miss PTDs'.even offered
to give us our pass with our fav
numbers!

eighty eight days to your return

God bless!

Train
Drops of Jupiter

Now that she's back in the atmosphere
With drops of Jupiter in her hair, hey, hey
She acts like summer and walks like rain
Reminds me that there's time to change, hey, hey
Since the return from her stay on the moon
She listens like spring and she talks like June, hey, hey

Tell me did you sail across the sun
Did you make it to the Milky Way to see the lights all faded
And that heaven is overrated

Tell me, did you fall for a shooting star
One without a permanent scar
And did you miss me while you were looking for yourself out there

Now that she's back from that soul vacation
Tracing her way through the constellation, hey, hey
She checks out Mozart while she does tae-bo
Reminds me that there's room to grow, hey, hey

Now that she's back in the atmosphere
I'm afraid that she might think of me as plain ol' Jane
Told a story about a man who is too afraid to fly so he never did land

Tell me did the wind sweep you off your feet
Did you finally get the chance to dance along the light of day
And head back to the Milky Way
And tell me, did Venus blow your mind
Was it everything you wanted to find
And did you miss me while you were looking for yourself out there

Can you imagine no love, pride, deep-fried chicken
Your best friend always sticking up for you
Even when I know you're wrong
Can you imagine no first dance, freeze dried romance five-hour phone conversation
The best soy latte that you ever had and me

Tell me did the wind sweep you off your feet
Did you finally get the chance to dance along the light of day
And head back toward the Milky Way

Tell me did you sail across the sun
Did you make it to the Milky Way to see the lights all faded
And that heaven is overrated

Tell me did you fall for a shooting star
One without a permanent scar
And did you miss me while you were looking for yourself

And did you finally get the chance to dance along the light of day
And did you fall for a shooting star
Fall for a shooting star
And are you lonely looking for yourself out there

kym ng.

when i read your mail.damn
freaking happy for you.could
imagine myself clapping and
prancing around like some
idiot in the room.lols.

at last there is closure!still
friends and no harm is done
really admire your guts la.glad
that the letter got to you!hope it
brought you some surprise/joy/...

been working for the past week
its really cold.two jackets aint
warm enough.but the job isnt bad
at all.its all about the temperature!

went for a friend's church play,
two exits,with penny today
its at some theatre-like place
called cornerstone.it was really
nice.awesome i would say

the people are very nice and
friendly.feel absolutely comfortable
(except for some parts) talked
pretty much about conversion
with penny.

didnt know we have something
in common!oh yes!damn
embarassing today la!board the
wrong shuttle bus
(apparently full of senoir citizens)

God bless!