Train
Drops of Jupiter

Now that she's back in the atmosphere
With drops of Jupiter in her hair, hey, hey
She acts like summer and walks like rain
Reminds me that there's time to change, hey, hey
Since the return from her stay on the moon
She listens like spring and she talks like June, hey, hey

Tell me did you sail across the sun
Did you make it to the Milky Way to see the lights all faded
And that heaven is overrated

Tell me, did you fall for a shooting star
One without a permanent scar
And did you miss me while you were looking for yourself out there

Now that she's back from that soul vacation
Tracing her way through the constellation, hey, hey
She checks out Mozart while she does tae-bo
Reminds me that there's room to grow, hey, hey

Now that she's back in the atmosphere
I'm afraid that she might think of me as plain ol' Jane
Told a story about a man who is too afraid to fly so he never did land

Tell me did the wind sweep you off your feet
Did you finally get the chance to dance along the light of day
And head back to the Milky Way
And tell me, did Venus blow your mind
Was it everything you wanted to find
And did you miss me while you were looking for yourself out there

Can you imagine no love, pride, deep-fried chicken
Your best friend always sticking up for you
Even when I know you're wrong
Can you imagine no first dance, freeze dried romance five-hour phone conversation
The best soy latte that you ever had and me

Tell me did the wind sweep you off your feet
Did you finally get the chance to dance along the light of day
And head back toward the Milky Way

Tell me did you sail across the sun
Did you make it to the Milky Way to see the lights all faded
And that heaven is overrated

Tell me did you fall for a shooting star
One without a permanent scar
And did you miss me while you were looking for yourself

And did you finally get the chance to dance along the light of day
And did you fall for a shooting star
Fall for a shooting star
And are you lonely looking for yourself out there

kym ng.

when i read your mail.damn
freaking happy for you.could
imagine myself clapping and
prancing around like some
idiot in the room.lols.

at last there is closure!still
friends and no harm is done
really admire your guts la.glad
that the letter got to you!hope it
brought you some surprise/joy/...

been working for the past week
its really cold.two jackets aint
warm enough.but the job isnt bad
at all.its all about the temperature!

went for a friend's church play,
two exits,with penny today
its at some theatre-like place
called cornerstone.it was really
nice.awesome i would say

the people are very nice and
friendly.feel absolutely comfortable
(except for some parts) talked
pretty much about conversion
with penny.

didnt know we have something
in common!oh yes!damn
embarassing today la!board the
wrong shuttle bus
(apparently full of senoir citizens)

God bless!

haha!ive got a job!today was the
second day.its pretty slack and
flexible.the people in charge are
nice.real nice.mummter you
should know la huh :) f_____?

still can listen to mp3 while typing
the stuff la.though the room is
freezing cold.no one is there to
supervise us.only me and desiree
are in the huge coldroom.

talked a lot of crap.past.guys.what
we gonna do after poly and stuff.
most importantly...acted silly in
front of the camera.crazy us!
fun man!

had dinner at paragon's ding tai
feng!haha!all thanks to mummter
and her mummy and uncle.lols.
the food was nice.
SUPER FULL

working:no swimming and
gyming :/ but nvm gyming
tmr!oh yeah wedding crashers
is super farny.watched it twice!


God bless!

many stuff running through my
thick skull and it really suck.
suck BIG time.

will you still place great faith
in someone when he time and
time again betray the faith and
trust you hold in him...
(though he is oblivious)

im not too sure about that
its just so fucked up
tell me.

God bless!

reminiscing...

he quoted an example

the train of thoughts i was so tempted
to say right smack in his face

me: could it be me?
its so apt!sounds like me.
just that im serious but you're not

'even the doubt that fills my mind'
i can see it but sometimes i rather
not becos' of the consequences
to bear.

and its all worthless now
lols
kym you should know how this laughter sound

exams are over
HOORAY!
went to town with mummter
today.shes so nice today
(tsk tsk share the 100 bucks k?)

spent quite a bit
a pair of jeans and shorts and
makan.heart pain la.but never
mind should reward myself
after years of mugging

cant wait for sunday!
fireworks here we come
cant wait for tuesday!
sakae with the pang family
i love you!

cant wait for your answer kym!
study hard hor and stop
going to too much movies huh
hee..lols.tc!

p.s:i dreamt we had the same dream.

God bless!

I AM DETERMINED AND RESOLUTE


(repeated to the power of infinity)

kym i dont know why


but ...


I LOVE READING YOUR BLOG


anyhow good luck!

i'm determined and resolute.sure i
am.to forget and carry on.to let go.
i pray that God will give me the
strength to.

im afraid of missing opportunities.
but certain stuff are just meant to
be.to be precise-fated.

i shall pray for you too,my prideful lil'
amina.that you have the courage to
tell or to keep it in you.i know it
bothers the heart.

God bless!

two papers are down and three more
to go.haha.thats cool.im sure we'll be
enjoying the two months in no time.
hmmm hope to find a kinergarten
to work in but neh...*shrugs

went to recruit express today check
out for some job application then
kinokuniya to get a book so into
reading books now.

haha guess the book would help
there's certain things and people to
' let go '.i've promised myself.

been grateful for the many little things
that happened. little bubbly girl etc

kym you get what i mean la.lol.
really really meant a lot.love you!
hope alls well for you back there in
aussie.thanks for being there amina :)

hey the master up there! thank you
so much for everything you gave.
love you lots!

thang gyu fog kuday mugter
ghings gill walk gout find
gotta puk gam efforg.jia you!
the caucasian guy was ohhh lala

hmmm..kamisah is feeling real bad
hey girl if you are reading my blog
do take care.if you wanna talk or
anything i give you my ears.lols
(not literally)

God bless!

how can i not sense it
read his signals
the questions he asked me
now everything makes sense

how could he not tell us
now he's making me worry
like hell.

and now i regret for ticking him
off for asking me questions.
making me irritable.im sorry.

humans are just like that they
wont know how to treasure
until something trigger the
oh-my-god-i-regret button
and im no exception.

im damn fucking worried while
mum is making a mountain out
of a mole hole.whatever...

shits la another four more
treatments.all in all ive got eight
treatments for the wart
time consuming :/

had a weird dream last night
dreamt that i bought a black terrier
for three hundred bucks and my mum
killed it because she found it irritating
my god.some kind of dream it is.lols.

God bless!

carrie underwood-inside your heaven

I've been down, but now I'm blessed,
I felt a revelation comin around,
I guess it's right, it's so amazing,
Everytime I see you, I'm alive,
You're all I got, you lift me up,
The sun and the moonlight,
All my dreams are in your eyes,

(Chorus)
I wanna be inside your heaven,
Take me to the place you cry from,
Where the storm blows your way,
I wanna be the Earth that holds you,
Every bit of air you breathin in, of soothin wind
I wanna be inside your heaven.

When we touch
When we love
The stars line up
The wrong becomes undone
Naturally my soul surrenders
The sun and moonlight
All my dreams are in your eyes

(Chorus)
When minutes turn to days and years,
If mountains fall I'll still be here,
Holding you the day I die,
I wanna be inside your heaven,
Take me to the place you cry from,
Where the storm blows your way,

(Chorus)
Oh yes I do,
When I want to be inside your heaven
Oh yes

was hogging onto the phone for two
hours talking to kym. haha it was nice
la.have been a long time since we chatted
hmmm...gotta hit the books in no time :/

God bless!

got a good news.im so happy for er jie
kaishi.lols.gong xi gong xi.mummter
and i need to go gay pub soon man :/

going to mug soon what can i say
mumblegrumblemumblegrumble
chee

*punches fist into the air
hooray the projects are OVER
man oh man happy or sad?
its mugging time but never mind
ha ha ha

desiree,im MISUNDERSTOOD!
it wasnt me, REALLY
haha theres SHIT under your sole
bawahahaha there you go stepping
around with your dirty foot

MR EUGENE PANG SAID BA CHO MEE
omg is that you lao ba?

kym kym kym
so how so how so how
you told you told you told
sorry cant help it
im high now now that my projects are done
I LOVE YOU! (and bjorn)

My life is brilliant.
My love is pure.
I saw an angel.
Of that I'm sure.
She smiled at me on the subway.
She was with another man.
But I won't lose no sleep on that,
'Cause I've got a plan.

You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw your face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
Cos Ill never be with you.

Yeah, she caught my eye,
As we walked on by.
She could see from my face that I was,
fucking high,
And I don't think that I'll see her again,
But we shared a moment that will last till the end.

You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
I saw your face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
your beautiful, your beautiful
but i cant escape the truth
I will never be with you.

(La-la-la-la, La-la-la-la, La-la-la-la, Laaah)

You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
There must be an angel with a smile on her face,
When she thought up that I should be with you.
But it's time to face the truth,
I will never be with you.

K.A.S.K

man i miss you but im not suffering
from jet lag but i do miss you
the things we do together
the things we share

too bad you cant see my blog for
now since your internet is down
(you're not that technical afterall)
read my old mails and came across
this:

huang JIE..though u may be older
than me but if there is anything, bad
or gd, tell me ok. then ur huang mei
will call her tai-jian to hantam those
huai dan (if it is bad) or prances
about with a flower in his hair
(if it is gd) ha ha ha...

anyways thanks for the offer;the
long distance call but i thought
things are going fine for now
but thanks la mother cow
i like the tai-jian part.lols.

drenched in the rain again
bitter and sour
the drops strained the body
frustrated and exhausted
the little body in a tempest

the wind woke the senses
the real the hurt unveiled
its time to let go
oppressive and jaded
the little body in a tempest

a hand extended and warmth
washed over the little body
oh child please dont cry
grateful and comforted
the sheltered body in a tempest

frustration washed away
exhaustion flushed away
no more moods
but smile and laughters
no more burdens
but gifts and surprises

this path will do great
when God closes a door
he opens a new window
so full of love and happiness